God never promised us it would be easy, but He did promise never to leave us nor forsake us if we believe in His Son and if we continue to trust and obey the LORD and His Word. Keep trusting God, beloved. Read a passage of scripture daily. As you open up your Bible, ask God, in the name of Jesus Christ, to be your teacher and the Holy Spirit will help you understand what you are reading.
Peace & Blessings.
5 Loaves / 2 Fish